cracked up

lately ive been thinking alot.
does everyone need me?
am i welcome to this freaking world?
does my family and friends care about me?
its been nearly a week or more that i cant really sleep.
ill sleep around 5-6 am n wake up around 1pm.
im having a problem tht me myself doesnt know what it is.
no mood,will get angry in a flash.
sometimes ppl around me can be really annoying.
mumy,daddy,granny n asraf.
sometimes when i said i need some space.
u wont give me space.n that pisses me off n making me even stresser.
but u wont leave me alone because yeah.ur my tunang n u nak teman me.
but all i want n need is for u to backoff n give me space to think n relax.
but i guess ill never ganna have that space that i wanted.
boohoo.
n some ppl dont fuckin understand when i said "tak larat n i dont want to go out bcs weve been going out everyday sampai mlm".
im talking about my mum.
my back hurts n she freakin tak paham!.
sumpah mcm taik.i hate her.
shes bringing maknek out to pavvilion bcs maknek nak pg charles n keith.
wtf wei!ur mother inlaw!u bring her fucking out!
my back hurts n u dont fucking care about me.i hate u!
thank god my grandma balik tomorrow.
shes freakin annoying!
im crying badly right now.
i need someone to hear my fucking problems.
HEAR.ok?not giving comments.just pls calm me down.
i need somebody to tell me everything will be fine.
:(

lots of tears.
mingming :(