James McAvoy :)

i love you

JAMES MCAVOY :)

:)

:)

:)

too charming :)

broken strings

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrueI can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

another day.another drama.

i hate it when it comes to this kind of problem.
my head my mind everything ah messed up.
when its not my effin fault i have to admit it was mine.
r u crazy?baby,i just cant live like that n yeah.im sick n tired of it.
get it?
if both of us cant stand it.we should just broke up long time ago.
bukan i menyesal ok being with u.
i dont regret it.not even a bit.but with this kind of attitude?
any girl would want to break up ok?:(
but yeah.bnde kecik mcm mcd pun u nak bising.
susah ah la kan?
i ckp ok la pegila.still nak bising.smp pagi2 buta pun nak on phone gado.
sumpah gile ah u!huh.i ckp i stress dgn u.tp u keep on calling.wtf.
u faham tak?nak jugak settle time tu jugak.FINE.
SEE?NOW WEVE BROKE UP.
so hey.takpe.ill move on w my life.n hope urs will be a blast without me :)

lots of tears,
ming :(

ive been tagged :)

1. List this rules on your blog
2. Share 7 fact about you on your blog
3. Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours
4. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blog
5. Link the person who tagged you
6. Leave comment for each blogger you have tagged

seven facts about Ming Yun :)
1.the blurr-ess among my buddies.(i swear to go lambat gila)
2.loves photography!
3.she loves snakes n wants to own one.but sadly tidak di benarkan :(
4.a super duper comic freak! :)
5.dydreaming alot! i mean alott!
6.taken by abdul fazrieen asraf a.k.a aween/asraf a.k.a MY FIANCE :)
7.she loves her kitty rufuss junior :)

Six unspectecular quirks
1.unique :)
2.imagination yg tinggi! seriously guys! very high imaginations.
3.suka makan mushroom soup yg campbell tu dalam tin.i mean yg tak tambah air.
straight away from the tin baby! :)
4.takut pg dapur tgh2 malam.hey!.u'll never know ape je kat bwh tu ok!
5.i love aaron aziz yg singaporean actor tu! :) (hehe)
6.i love it when asraf main2 with his food!yeah its disgusting.but hey!but its funny :)


Seven people I want to tag, and my comment bout them :)
1.eeyna : ok ok!jums!.bila u da ad lesen kita pg k? (tag u back)
2.ulfa : i love your hyperness!
3.shab : dah dah la makeup2 :)
4.lyn : bila lu mau tunang plak lyn oiii? :)
5.MY FIANCE : dah dah la main2 w ur food :)
6.sab : yeah!love me,leave robbert alone :)
7.ana : jgn stressss2 wei! :)

GEMBIRANYA :)

SUPER DUPER YAYAY :)

gembiranya!granny da balik! :)

u have no idea how happy i am!

so,before granny balik.she kept on mbebel how big i am already

n i should start to sembahyang and all.

sumpah gile bising ah die tu.thank god granny da balik.

so.tgh2 dgr granny bebel,eeyna pun msg n ajak lepak.

PHEW!thank god!dapat kelua lepak2.

da smpai2 mcd ckp2 jap.gelak2 jap.then tlg lyn cari keje.

hahha.it was effin cold!.raining whales n elephant!

hahha.so we walked dalam hujan n cari keja.

we even tried baskin robbins!but they only hire guys.

sebab girls da ramai kot i guess :(

so yeah.we walk smpai secret recipe.but the workers semua guys

n pandang2.so tak jadi ah masuk situ.

hahhha.then lyn tried papa rich!.

hahha.so me,eeyna n shab tngu la lyn outside papa.

after awhile we gt bored n we went to amour :)

here's a picture of both of them:)

ilovebothofusoverymuch!:)

so yeah.we waited for lyn agak lama n we decided to pg starbucks!

i ordered my greentea +on chocchip!:)

gelak2 sambil minum mmg best!

esp w ur besties:)

ming n eeyna :)

lepas itu kami pun sambung gelak2 smpai lyn dtg :)

we moved to the comfy sofa.

n lyn taught us how to play bluff:)

hahha.at 1st shab menang!

shab hebat shab hebat shab hebat

then 2nd 3rd round ttwu who won bcs it was so fun smpai

ttwu sapa menang.hahha.

then eeyna pny card tibe2 makin byk!.

secara keseluruhan.

eeyna paling byk menipu :)

kan kan kan kan eeyna?

hahha.then we walk walk walk tgk kdai2 baju.

then masuk kdai glampot!hahha.

bag Lv slingbag tu kan eeyna!

kalau bwk pg class msti cool kan?:)

pastu we jalan2 sampai kdai lil taipan!

shab nak makan laksa.

i ordered ice lemon tea n it was so masam sampai nak

ntahla.just cant describe how masam it was!.

so jgnlah minum ice lemon tean at lil taipan:)

then mama pun sampai to fetch me:)

ohya.time tu hujan lebat balik!

whales n elephants!hahha.

then hanta granny pg airport!

woooohoooo!

gembiranya!:)

after that we went to taipan fr dinner!sungguhla kenyang rite now:)

baby transfer crdt n we msg2.

i bet baby penat after screaming n yelling all day long kan?

how was the game eh syg?ok tak?

n i didnt ignore u kan while im out?:)

kan kan kan?im a good fiance!

i wont ever ever ever ignore u ok?

i love u to bitts n buuts :)

so now.im writing this dgn happynya:)

n i cant wait nak keluar lagi with them!

hahha.baby,i miss u!

i hope u can make it this week.i mean balik subang!

i wanna see u badly bah!

n eeyna,tmr if i tak pg mane2,i dtg ur house ok?

nak ambik the dvd :)

lotsoflove

mingming:)

sleeplessness

its 316am n yeah i cant sleep :(
baby is having a really bad bad bad fever.
so i dont want to call him 10x n telling him that i cant sleep.hmm.
i really hate it.i mean not able to sleep.
ok ok.
1.tengok tv? DAH
2.baca ke semua mua 50++ comics? DAH
3.guling guling on the bed? DAH! :(

hwah.i still cant sleep and i need u baby :(
seriously i need u gila teruk right now.
but hey,i tanak kacau u.u demam.
its ok.ill try to beguling-guling as fast as i can.
maybe ill get tired n eventually msti ttdo :)

iloveyoufromthebottomofmydeepestheart :)

lotsoflove,
mingming susah nak tido :)

cracked up

lately ive been thinking alot.
does everyone need me?
am i welcome to this freaking world?
does my family and friends care about me?
its been nearly a week or more that i cant really sleep.
ill sleep around 5-6 am n wake up around 1pm.
im having a problem tht me myself doesnt know what it is.
no mood,will get angry in a flash.
sometimes ppl around me can be really annoying.
mumy,daddy,granny n asraf.
sometimes when i said i need some space.
u wont give me space.n that pisses me off n making me even stresser.
but u wont leave me alone because yeah.ur my tunang n u nak teman me.
but all i want n need is for u to backoff n give me space to think n relax.
but i guess ill never ganna have that space that i wanted.
boohoo.
n some ppl dont fuckin understand when i said "tak larat n i dont want to go out bcs weve been going out everyday sampai mlm".
im talking about my mum.
my back hurts n she freakin tak paham!.
sumpah mcm taik.i hate her.
shes bringing maknek out to pavvilion bcs maknek nak pg charles n keith.
wtf wei!ur mother inlaw!u bring her fucking out!
my back hurts n u dont fucking care about me.i hate u!
thank god my grandma balik tomorrow.
shes freakin annoying!
im crying badly right now.
i need someone to hear my fucking problems.
HEAR.ok?not giving comments.just pls calm me down.
i need somebody to tell me everything will be fine.
:(

lots of tears.
mingming :(

butterball

hahha,butterball = fat or fleshy :) thats me!.

just came back from sheraton.dinner w the whole family.

omg.i ate like a hungry whale!hahha.i swear to god im not ganna eat

anything tomorrow.i even main2 with the choc syrup.

hahha.see?it says ming love asraf :)

iloveyou biscuit head!im so full n im so freakin sleepy!

so yeah.makan2 n now im at home doing this.

maknek iman n dady kelua tghhari tadik.

maknek bought so many kain raya! :)

n mine was this purplish flowery :)

ooooohhhhh!.iloveitsomuch!

i so cant wait nak guna for hari raya.hehhe.

im not that sure y am i not in a mood sgt.

seriously.idk y :( maybe sebab nak period.

god.my back hurts!i hate it.

tmr mumy,me,maknek n iman will be going to neksah's house.

maknek mok jmp neksah.huh!

i don't want to go!i wanna stay home n sleep!

im bored i want to pukul the wall i want to scream out loud!

im so freakin stress.but with no reason.huh.

lotsalove.

mingming.

always and forever

this is my baby cat spunge si pusing :)

he died last month.ok.spunge is cacat. :(

spunge ada nerves problem.he will walk in circles for 10mins if tada org stopkan.

so.one night around 3am dady heard ada pusak (cat) kenak attack by dogs.

so yeah dady kelua rumah n nak help the poor kitty.

ada two dogs.one of the anjing bawak tht poor kitty sampai tgh2 padang.

so dady managed to scare them away n guess wht?

that poor kitty was spunge.

the sad thing was.dady didnt even wake me up.

bgn2 pagi around 11 dady told me spunge mati sebab kenak attack dgn asuk (anjing).

iloveyou spunge.always and forever.

ikea mikea :)

hey hey.today was such a tiring day!.i woke up around 10 bcs biscuithead calld.
so yeah.bangun cepat2.i thought dapat jumpa before he balik segamat.
sadly tak :( bukak mailbox n took the money.
mumy forced me to ikut her to ikea bcs sh'll get bored n no one to walk with.sakit hati kan?
just as we arrived at ikea.i was so freakin hungry n terus pg makan meatballs! :)
then maknek my grandma n dady pun took off n jalan2 cari barang.
dady did patahkan something at ikea.but i didnt remember wht was tht thing.hahha.
yeah.my dad is a perosak bnda! :)

mumy n me jalan2 here n there.makan hotdogs n bought this bubble tea.
it was not that nyaman bt mumy macam "oohhhhh!.nyaman abis tok wah!.minum la minum la! "
huh.hahhha.then we jalan2 n i bought myself this cute tube dress :) n seluar 3quater baru.
because the old on biscuithead told me it looked like a maid pun seluar!.
sampai hati kan? hahhha.
biscuithead sampai2 jak at segamat's bus station n terus makan.
poor baby lapar sangat.he sampai dalam uitm n calld me.
we bought iman a rantai!.hehhe.it was my idea n she loves it! woot woot!.

otw balit umah.ming tido.tired abis bah! :(
sampai2 rumah on aircond n tido till 8pm.
i misss biscuithead badly :( y must he balit segamat?
y cant he just study around here?
dinner was ok.i ate roti with kari ayam.not that sedap the kari ayam.i bet mak ayu tambah air!.huh.
now im writing this n msging with biscuithead at the same time.
maknek n dady tgh main scrabble depan tv.mumy?i dont know wht is she doing.
iman da getting ready nak tdo because tmr school n petang tdik ada koko so shes freaking exhausted.

im running out of ideas .so goodbye n will write somemore tommorrow :)

lotsa love.
mingming :)


p/s : iloveyousomuch biscuithead :)

iloveufromthebottomofmyheart :)

happy annivasary sayang :) i love u so much with all my heart n soul!.

thankyou for being there for me.thankyou for not leaving me.hehhe.

yesterday was a blast kan?best kan?we had so much fun kan?

but syg the movie was so slow!.benjamin button best.bt its too slow!.

2hrs pun tak habis2 lagi.i can go crazy inthere!.hahha.

lunch at italiannies was so fun!.we were like the only couple eating there!.

n biscuithead he booked it just for the two of us!.hahaha.

then we go jalan2 tgk baju baby n pg mph beli comics :)

i bet u gila suka baca under18 kan?n it reminds u of urself kan?

hahhha.thankyou for bringing me out.yeah.it was our annivasary date n valentine's date :)

so freakin happpy baby :) do u feel the same?

sorry i call u byk2 kali cs ming tak dapat tido :(

yeah.u ckp u nak teman.lawak ahhh.pastu u tdo :)

i know u penat so i didnt kacau u.iloveyou!

hahhha.now u pny score bowling da naik! 257!.

bowling buddies.hahhah.

n baby,thankyou! :)u know what i mean.hehhe.

n yeah.i know today freakin hot!.im in my room bukak kipas n aircond!

n hey,what time u nak pg beli ticket bus ni?

n owww :( ur going back to segamat tmr morning.im so sad.

nvm.in 2weeks lg ur coming bcak kan?

so cant wait to see u again!.

iloveyousofreakingmuch :)

happy annivasary biscuithead!

lotsa love.

mingming.

ATLAST :)

hey!.woke up around 10++ sebab mama n iman memekak suroh bangun!.

annoying kan?ask me to bgn n mandi cepat2 bcs nak pg bfast!.fine.ming bgn mandi kemas.

n guess what?ma n pa sik ready2 lagik.ergh!everyone da ready n were set to go! :)

nasik w kuah itam+kuah kari ikan n ayam goreng was so freakin nyaman! :)

hahhha.kenyang abis!.balit2 umah on aircond n tido :)

woke up around pukul brp oh?cant remember.calld biscuithead to tell him tht im awake.

he must be so freakin tired sebab he told me.ok ok.msg.pastu tak msg.hahhha.

so i let him him sleep loke a baby jap then i text him :) kan bhead?

its 6 n that means makan time!.kenyang2.sardin kicap,ikan gorang,telur masin n ayam kicap.hahha.

then iman suro dady tinggikan his seat basikal.hahha.funny ahhh!.she told dady sik best rendah2 bcs

her legs da panjang n blablabla.so yeah.dady tinggikan her seat n ohhhhhh.u should see her face.

she rasa she was like the tallest girl inthe world!.hahha.

so i teman iman n hesilin pg padang.hahha.haha.hesilin is the one w the white tshirt n iman yg buat muka

pelik.hahha.

i did jumpa biscuithead!:) i misss him badly n he did came to padang just to see me :)

happy!.hahha.now he is out w the whole fam including aunty amy.

i so cant wait to go out tmr! :) oh.tadi pg baskin n makan icecream.

then pg hardware shop sebab dady mok beli apa ntah.

after that pg fatty crab!.mok beli chicken wings :)

but sadly.chicken wings da habis so sik makan la :(

im so freakin sad bcs sikdapat makan.hmmm.

biscuithead otw balit from tupaitupai.

i hope tomorrow ill have some fun n dapat makan chicken wings! :)

lotsa love.

mingming :)

boring.bored.boredom!

woke up around 8 n buat bfast for mumy :)
mkn2 depan tv sambil gelak2.iman my sister pg sch.
she got sekolah ganti i thing.last nite she bebel2 tanak pg sebab its a saturday n no one is going.
so rumah was abit senyap without her.if tak.dapur da kotor.mkn roti sampai 5keping :)

biscuithead sgt2 lah busy with his lari2.hahha.i was freakin bored n didnt know what to do:(
the lari2 thingy starts at 2 something n habis idk pukul brp.but baby did askd me to call him around 6 kot.
that time tgh mkn2 w everyone :) ikan bawal goreng was so freakin nyaman! :)
baby got no crdt to text me at 1st.so nya reload n 40 n trnsfrd 15 to me.
so yeah.we msg2.i was in the car.otw to pavvvi.
sepatutnya nangga ongbak! :) but then no tix! :(
n the funny part is.iman pun patut tgk! :)
dady's plan was to buy 4tickets to watch ongbak n 1 ticket to watch benjamin button.
hahhha.GET IT?dady nak bwk iman masuk senyap2 dalam ongbak! :)

now im at home doing this.mama tgh baca breaking dawn behind me.
biscuithead tgh tdo.will wake him up dlm 8mins lagi.
ohya.speaking of biscuithead,he didnt gt 1st place!.but he did get 3rd place! :)
i mean the lari2 thingy.hahhha.
mama mbak pg makan kayu tomorrow.hahhha.roti canai! :)
but u know me!.i wont eat roti canai in the morning!.hahhha.
i'll eat nasik with kuah daging n kuah kari ikan and ayam goreng! :)
another 4mins to wake biscuithead up! :) yay!.tmr baby balik :)
i so cant wait to seee u tmr evening! :)

lotsa love.
mingming :)

Valentine's Day :)

hey there:)
my name is mingyun.
im EIGHTEEN and happily ENGAGED :)

today is feb 14th.n u know what the whole world will be celebrating! :)
VALENTINE'S DAY :)

its so freakin sad bcs i'll be celebrating all by myself without my bab :(
im sorry for being such a jerk.i hope u will forgive me sayang.
i know uve tried hard to make me gelak sambil pegang perut.but i didnt.
im having a really bad headache n demam.
ive shouldnt jadi emo2 sgt n marah2 u tadi.im sorrry k sayang? :(

ABDUL FAZRIEEN ASRAF :)
you are such a wonderful person n im glad that u came into my sick n dull life! :)
u were there for me.i nangis mcm kambing pun u still can tahan.thakyou.
i know sometimes i can be bosssy.hahhha.sometimes?I DONT THINK SO.
i am always bosssssy n a really control freak :) kan?
but u still tahan.seriously!.mcmne u boley tahan?hahhha.
i seriously gila sayang u n i hope u feel the same towards me too!.
i mean cmon man!.we've been thru everything together!.
n we suka bnde yg sama!:) even mushroom goreng! :)
i seriously love our relationship bcs its fun jumping here n there mcm katak kenyang makan lalat! :)
ur everything to me n i dont want to lose u ok?
n u knw what syg?i gile geram!.if u nak cari perempuan lain pon.
jgn la cari yg hitam! hahaha.ok?sebab mcm jatuhkan maruah i jak :) hehhe.
i sayang u frm the bottom ofmy heart bcs we suka tgk digimon :)
we baca comic shinchan!.how cool is that? ahhhahaha.cool kan?
weve gone thru alot of things syg.n im happy we did it!.
ming didnt regret a thing pon!.i want to marrry u now if dapat! ;)
ur very supportive when it comes to me doing my photography thingys :)
thank you.u slalu ckp cantik2.cool2.great job.but i still think what i ambik is so freakin ugly.
but u dgn bgusnya ckp no no no no no no no!.mmg bgus n i should have some confidence in myself :)
so thankyou fr giving me that.now when i go out w my lion frizzy hair pon i tak kesa!
n u know y sayang?because i dont freakin care wht pepople talk about me behind my back!.
because im onlybeing myself n its all because of u syg.
what i am today is because of u.uve change me into another person syg.
mcm ular tukar its skin :) hehhe.

so baby,i just wanna wish u happy valentine's day :)
i want u n only u in my flife :)
i hope u do feel the same towards me syg :)
i love you abdul fazrieen asraf :)
im not complete without you syg.
its the same mcm meja takde kerusi :)



lotsa love.
mingming si tenggiling :)